So anyone who knows me knows that I hate surprises.
I mean the idea of being surprised is nice but the whole waiting thing and not knowing..
drives me nuts.
Yes yet again another post about getting engaged.
It is so annoying it is constantly on my mind and I cannot seem to get away from it.
Seriously.
I am so nervous as to what Tim picked out and what will look good on me.
If it is too thick it can be uncomfortable
I would know from experience and it will be something that I will be wearing forever
UGH
I just cannot take it.
:(
Wednesday, December 10, 2014
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Looking Up
So I am almost done with my last essay of the semester,
I literally cannot even put how happy I am into words.
I mean I still have tests, finals and one presentation lurking over my head but essays almost done.
So I have been fighting with Tim often about chores and whatnot it is really getting quite old.
He starts his new job on Monday well tomorrow, so yay!
I am just so ready for everything to be over with and to be able to get my tree and just
Christmas!!
Then we have our trip to Florida the beginning of the year, that should be a good start to 2015
and his new job was cool with him leaving he just won't get paid.
Oh and my dad took the rent down $100 for us since his new job pays a little less so that is great!
I just feel like things are a little better today then yesterday and that is a really nice feeling
:)
I literally cannot even put how happy I am into words.
I mean I still have tests, finals and one presentation lurking over my head but essays almost done.
So I have been fighting with Tim often about chores and whatnot it is really getting quite old.
He starts his new job on Monday well tomorrow, so yay!
I am just so ready for everything to be over with and to be able to get my tree and just
Christmas!!
Then we have our trip to Florida the beginning of the year, that should be a good start to 2015
and his new job was cool with him leaving he just won't get paid.
Oh and my dad took the rent down $100 for us since his new job pays a little less so that is great!
I just feel like things are a little better today then yesterday and that is a really nice feeling
:)
Friday, December 5, 2014
A Light at the end of the Tunnel...Finally!
So I only have about a week and a half left of school which all consist of presentations and tests.
UGH
but only less then two weeks!
Thank god.
Oh and Tim landed another job which he starts on Monday also..
Thank god!
I mean he was cutting it a bit close but there was nothing he could do about it, but he got something!
In his field too which is great!
I have a paper to rewrite because I failed it and I am just stressed over presentations
I hate them so much.
He and I decorated a bit for Christmas I cannot wait to get my tree and just be in the Christmas spirit and not have to worry about school!
His job was also fine with the Florida trip so we are still off to Orlando in January whoop!
well I just wanted to check in hopefully I don't die with all the assignments and will be back before Christmas!
:)
UGH
but only less then two weeks!
Thank god.
Oh and Tim landed another job which he starts on Monday also..
Thank god!
I mean he was cutting it a bit close but there was nothing he could do about it, but he got something!
In his field too which is great!
I have a paper to rewrite because I failed it and I am just stressed over presentations
I hate them so much.
He and I decorated a bit for Christmas I cannot wait to get my tree and just be in the Christmas spirit and not have to worry about school!
His job was also fine with the Florida trip so we are still off to Orlando in January whoop!
well I just wanted to check in hopefully I don't die with all the assignments and will be back before Christmas!
:)
Sunday, November 23, 2014
Getting Married..
There are soo many people from my highschool now engaged to be married...
after only dating for two years or less.
I mean sure I am happy for them, they found The One and that is sooo exciting!
But two years?
To me that is nowhere near long enough to know if you want to spend the rest of your life with that person..
older people, yeah.
They know exactly what they can handle, what traits they like and dislike
but as a teen or early 20 year old
two years is just not long enough.
The first year is like a honeymoon stage,
the second you begin to have your issues
and then on you learn to work things out and how to deal with things that bother you about that person.
Being with my boyfriend for almost seven years, when we were together two years..that would have be a huge NO.
First off I was super young
but secondly I didn't know the guy inside and out, what makes him blow up, what can calm him down, his deepest secrets, it takes time to really get to that point where you know 100% this is who I want for the rest of my life.
I think what people fail to realize is that love is not about you, it's about that other person.
What you both can compromise to help the other and what needs of theirs do you put above your own.
I am not an expert on love or relationships, I just have been through it and know that people are not as easy to figure out as some may think.
That's great if you found the one and you feel completely comfortable, I would just say take it easy, learn their character and know who you are falling for.
My boyfriend is not perfect and I am nowhere near,
but we have found a way that works for us for years,
and I wouldn't have it any other way!
after only dating for two years or less.
I mean sure I am happy for them, they found The One and that is sooo exciting!
But two years?
To me that is nowhere near long enough to know if you want to spend the rest of your life with that person..
older people, yeah.
They know exactly what they can handle, what traits they like and dislike
but as a teen or early 20 year old
two years is just not long enough.
The first year is like a honeymoon stage,
the second you begin to have your issues
and then on you learn to work things out and how to deal with things that bother you about that person.
Being with my boyfriend for almost seven years, when we were together two years..that would have be a huge NO.
First off I was super young
but secondly I didn't know the guy inside and out, what makes him blow up, what can calm him down, his deepest secrets, it takes time to really get to that point where you know 100% this is who I want for the rest of my life.
I think what people fail to realize is that love is not about you, it's about that other person.
What you both can compromise to help the other and what needs of theirs do you put above your own.
I am not an expert on love or relationships, I just have been through it and know that people are not as easy to figure out as some may think.
That's great if you found the one and you feel completely comfortable, I would just say take it easy, learn their character and know who you are falling for.
My boyfriend is not perfect and I am nowhere near,
but we have found a way that works for us for years,
and I wouldn't have it any other way!
Thursday, November 6, 2014
The Monotonous Way I Live
I swear I will never Ever know how it feels to get up, eat breakfast, take a shower in the morning and just have enough time to basically do anything.
UGH
I constantly, throughout my whole school career get up like 10 Maybee 15 minutes before I need to be
Out the door.
Yeah, it's an issue.
I take a shower at night so then I have wet hair, I bring some crappy lunch, my books are a mess.
I just don't know how to change it.
I mean Sure:
Get Up Earlier
I just can't!
I get up early to begin with, around like 6:45-7:00 everyday.
I just want to be able to lay in bed and relax and have time to basically do nothing,
but I never do.
Things have really changed living with my boyfriend.
Since we do share a room I can't stay up super late watching youtube out loud on my ipod before I sleep, which I guess is good or else I would be up until I had to Get up.
but then I like never watch the people I used to, never listen to music
I just don't get the chance to do the things I used to really enjoy, but I am having more time with him.
I just really need to get this under control soon!
UGH
I constantly, throughout my whole school career get up like 10 Maybee 15 minutes before I need to be
Out the door.
Yeah, it's an issue.
I take a shower at night so then I have wet hair, I bring some crappy lunch, my books are a mess.
I just don't know how to change it.
I mean Sure:
Get Up Earlier
I just can't!
I get up early to begin with, around like 6:45-7:00 everyday.
I just want to be able to lay in bed and relax and have time to basically do nothing,
but I never do.
Things have really changed living with my boyfriend.
Since we do share a room I can't stay up super late watching youtube out loud on my ipod before I sleep, which I guess is good or else I would be up until I had to Get up.
but then I like never watch the people I used to, never listen to music
I just don't get the chance to do the things I used to really enjoy, but I am having more time with him.
I just really need to get this under control soon!
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Job Issues
SO
yeah Tim and I have been having some issues in the job department.
He is getting laid off because they are shutting down his department
there are openings but they are in different states and he doesn't want to transfer to a different state and I don't blame him.
I mean I have ties here and he has me and his dad here so I know he would not want to move
especially since we both just moved not even a month ago.
I mean I don't know what to say anymore,
I just feel so bad for him!
This was his dream job, the company he has been wanting to work for and after he got hired the company he kept saying he would be working for in the future and moving up in
UGH why do these things seem to keep happening to him?
yeah Tim and I have been having some issues in the job department.
He is getting laid off because they are shutting down his department
there are openings but they are in different states and he doesn't want to transfer to a different state and I don't blame him.
I mean I have ties here and he has me and his dad here so I know he would not want to move
especially since we both just moved not even a month ago.
I mean I don't know what to say anymore,
I just feel so bad for him!
This was his dream job, the company he has been wanting to work for and after he got hired the company he kept saying he would be working for in the future and moving up in
UGH why do these things seem to keep happening to him?
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Unpacking
Oh My God.
It is seriously the worst!
It takes so much time and effort I like literally can not get over it.
I have been wanting to unpack my clothes for so long now and tonight I started it,
big mistake because now it is late and I am so done.
Plus I have a Very limited amount of closet space so yeah..
It is so crazy trying to fit everything in the way that I wanted to,
It is just not going to happen I swear.
I mean tim gets a MAX of four drawers,
sorrry!
oh well haha
I have a lot more clothes and need a lot more space!
well that's about it for tonight.
:P
It is seriously the worst!
It takes so much time and effort I like literally can not get over it.
I have been wanting to unpack my clothes for so long now and tonight I started it,
big mistake because now it is late and I am so done.
Plus I have a Very limited amount of closet space so yeah..
It is so crazy trying to fit everything in the way that I wanted to,
It is just not going to happen I swear.
I mean tim gets a MAX of four drawers,
sorrry!
oh well haha
I have a lot more clothes and need a lot more space!
well that's about it for tonight.
:P
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