Fall Time

I'm sure everyone is starting to write about fall now...
But I mean come on, who wouldn't!
It's like the best time of the year.
Don't get me wrong I mean I love the summer and swimming,
but I love the fall..
just the smells and the scenery it's all so pretty
I made pumpkin muffins today and it totally got me in the mood for pumpkin picking and cooler weather:)
I love the fall clothes and just everything!
ugh i know.
I'm a mega loser but hey, i know i'm not the only one who thinks this!
:D

Resume

So i finally typed up my college resume
I am so happy i finally have it done!
It actually seems pretty awesome to me, and everyone else who has seen it
ummm
I just hope all goes well and i can get into any place i really want to.
Um today was okay
I forgot to give the heart rate monitor watch back to my gym teacher
oh well.
Tomorrow is my BIG senior picture,
I don't know what the hell i'm going to wear to stand out.
Ugh.
Anyways that's really it for now,
:D

Scholarships...

UGH
such a longgg and grueling process
I mean really
you can't apply to one thing without being taken to another site
where you have to join and answer all these questions
and surveys
and ugh so many things
BUT
on the bright side so many people don't want to go through with it that they stop midway
and those people who stick it out...
like ME
will end up winning
so tomorrow when I get home from school I will apply to more and start writing some of my essays for them
at least they're not realllly boring essays
most of them are your opinion or plans for the future
well anyways
i'm going to sleep soon
i'm shot.
:D

early nights

I actually love the fact that I am done early with homework and what not.
It is just great to know i'm done and yeahh
i have nothing to do now
but still i don't need to worry about school work
I came home at 12:30
(normal time for me now)
and I had lunch then i read whatever i didn't read in my stats book over the weekend
then i took all my stats stuff in bed and put the blanket over me..
and by now it's like one something and i ended up falling asleep until three
which i think was good
because i barely slept last night for some reason
umm anyways so when i got up i just did my stats homework
then i hung out downstairs for a little while
and then we had dinner and after that i came up and did my ap lit work
and nowww i'm on here haha
I will probably head to sleep early again
well anyways that's really it sooo
Bye
:D

Hi

So usually I have a title for what i'm going to write about...
but i don't really know what i want to talk about.
I am just bored haha
anyways
I went school supply shopping with my dad and his wife.
I Love that time of year...
I don't know why, I hate any shopping really
unless it's shoes or office supplies or home decor type stuff.
anyways
I also have a shit load of homework to do today.
I was going to be super good and continue doing my work the day i go it,
but Friday i was super tired and went to sleep at like ten
and last night we went to Brooklyn for my boyfriend's cousin's birthday soooo yeah
Then i was going to do it when we got home from the store
BUT instead i decided to organize my book bag and just do whatever
like typing right now on here haha
I am going to keep it up during the school week,
but on the weekends i probably wont do it on Fridays
I hate weekend work. even if it's uber simple i still hate it
my dad's going to fix my schedule again on Monday(tomorrow)
so hopefully all of that gets straightened out.
ummm yeah that's really it.
OHHH
I have blue hair now!!
well just the front is blue but still
blue hair haha
the new manic panic colors suck though
wayyyy too runny and just ugh
stain everything and come off on your pillow and clothes.
anyways yeah now i'm done!
:D

Ugh

Honestly I just feel like crying right now.
Over school.
I know that sounds just absurd.
But it's true.
I am so freaking stressed out over gym and everything
I hate school
I hate gym
I hate things not working out
ugh....
I don't understand why nothing ever seems to work out correctly ever for me.
The doctor i need the note from to get into adaptive gym suddenly fell off the face of the earth
and they are starting the mile run in gym which I just cannot do.
I will die
and today my back was freaking killing me for some reason
I can't get a permanent pass to the library because they fired the old librarian.
Ugh i just don't understand.
All I want is for my senior year to be great
and so far all it's doing is
Sucking!
:(

Hastle

Why?
I don't particularly understand why things constantly get screwed up.
I can't get a job without a physical
the nurse won't do it.
I Hate real doctors.
I can't get into adaptive gym without an additional form filled out.
We can't a hold of the guy who wrote my note.
so...I filled it out.
Which now i feel kinda guilty.
But it's not a major deal.
I just want this year to go smoothly.
I just want everything to be alright.
Ugh.
I hate the way my life goes sometimes.
I really do.

School Tomorrow

So I am kinda excited,
more then this morning anyways
I dyed my air blue....
which was a catastrophe in itself
anyways
I am going to paint my nails and head to bed
haha that rhymed
goodnight
:D

Senior Pictures:D

Me and my dad just ordered them!
I got three poses,
none of them in the cap and gown haha
But the ones we picked are really quite nice<3
I don't have colored hair, but i think that's fine since i'll have them forever
:D

Time...

Where the hell did the summer go?
ow is it already September 2nd?
I mean really I feel like school just ended and it's time to get ready for summer.
I used to look so forward to school time,
being a huge dork and all haha
but this year...I'm just not..
I don't want to see anyone
i don't want to do anything
I mean sure I'm going to keep my grades up and all
But I'm not looking forward to college apps and SATs
I'm just not feeling school this time around..

I can't concentrate

I don't know why.
I really want to get this homework over with.
But i just feel so restless
and i just don't want to do it.
I have two more journal entries
for their eyes were watching god
then i have to annotate and read (obviously)
the secret sharer.
I reallllly wanted to finish these things by the weekend
so i didn't have to stress two days before school
so i really need to push myself tonight and tomorrow night
UGH.