Military...

I don't understand it
like At All
why someone would join.
I know people in the military and people joining and wanting to join
and i don't understand it.
I mean if you're happy with your life
and you aren't craving for a change of scenery and have no other way of leaving
then Why?
and guys that have girlfriends and are so happy with them
why are you leaving for god knows how long?
not understanding this logic
one bit.
UGH.

Graduation!!

So today I graduated High School...FINALLY!
It was so awesome to see everyone in one place
the year went by fast
but then it seems like a million years ago that we took the big senior picture
or i bought my senior sweater
or the first day of yearbook club!
I didn't cry, I didn't want to either,
because today wasn't sad,
it was awesome!!
<3


Me getting my diploma!


and then me leaving stage! whoop

Periods.

All I have to say is:
Screw You Mother Nature!
I have such an irregular period
sometimes i'll get it 5 months in a row
other times i'll skip for 3
or i'll have it for all of one day
or for 10.
But the one time i'm happy I haven't been getting it
and i'm not freaking out that I'm dying over some rare menstruation disease
I get it.
The day before graduation
when I have to wear all WHITE.
Ugh just my luck of course.
I mean i really should have seen it coming honestly...
but still!
>:(

riding around!

So i went to buy a bike for myself since it was finally on sale for $100 

but my dad decided to get it for me as an early graduation present 

and i am sooo happy 

because i've ridden about 10 miles or something with it so far 

i even went out by myself today early this morning which is so rare because i 

NEVER 

go anywhere myself! 

I am just so excited that i finally  have my own bike 

and that it's the style i've always wanted! 

Here it is! 

fucking forget it instagram wont let me:[

sad me

but anyways its so cute! 

:D

online

so people meet other people online
all the time.
and i always think it's so weird.
but i've met some of my friends on line as well.
on facebook,omegle ect.
and i do like the idea of really getting to know that person
and how they are BEFORE
you see what they look like
well on omegle anyway.
because then they can't just stop talking to you because your ugly
because they don't know
but then there's always that hesitation
of are they telling the truth?
because in a way,
you don't have to lie
there's no reason to.
because you will probably never meet them and how would they know
but then why not lie
because...
you'll probably never meet them and how would they know XD
it's a catch 22 really.
anyways
i love how people love me for who i am and what i say
but how can you truly feel like you know someone
let alone love them
when you've never met?
YOU CAN'T.
It's just that simple.
:/

T.V. Shows

SO i started watching a new show:
BONES
I love psych and grimm
but they're over and i need to watch something else
especially since i have off for the summer
i need something to watch!
I really like it!
ahhh crime shows, my favorite
anyways i just wanted to say that
XD

french macaroons

OMG!!
i've had these twice now, i love them!
i want to make them sooo bad
they are just so cute!
i don't even know why i like them so much
but i do know its the look of them that makes me love them!
they are so colorful and just so great!



just look how cute!!
I WILL make them!
<3 :D

summertime

SO
thursday was my last day of school!
My last day of high school,
my last day of senior year:)
damn it really did go by so fast!
I still have to go in monday to give a teacher something and work on my painting final
but it's over!
but today was my first day out in the summer and it was really fun
we walked all around sayville
which is a town near me and has so many cute(but super expensive) stores!
anyways.
i just wanted to say that!
bye :D

Mac Lipsticks

I know i've been gone for like....ever
and this is a weird topic to come back to.
BUT
anyone who knows me, Knows that i am obsessed with lip products
and i have been wanting to buy a mac lipstick for about a year.
AND i don't know which one!!
SO i've narrowed it down to three.
1. Plumful
it is a really pretty plum(obviously) pink berry color


2. Shy girl
which i've been looking at for like ever. I love nudes and this one seems great but i don't want to spend $15 on a lipstick that doesn't work for my skin tone and then i'm out of luck
it's like a peachy tan pink


3. Viva Glam V
now this one is a bit shimmery so i don't really know...um i do love it and it seems neutral enbough to wear all the time but what if its too shimmery or too sheer and it isn't really like a lipstick? ugh


i mean i love all three and i think any would be great ohhhh and there's one more i was looking at for like ever and thats a more pinky toned one

4. Cosmo
this is so similar to one i have and love and am almost out of from avon, but do i really want to play it safe by getting a color i know i'll love?


ugh sooooo which one should i buy now that i finally have the money??