ying yang

SO
i decided to do ying yang nails
I only did my ring fingers because i have trouble doing all of them
especially on my right hand...
since i'm right handed haha
anyways it's so not perfect
BUT
here you go
:D

Searching...

Ugh so i went to Micheal's
walmart and a few other stores
searching for a kit  of spikes and studs.
I want to stud a collar and a pocket on a denim shirt i have....
Yet no such luck for me :(
I think I may have to order them off line
which i Hate doing

First off I hate waiting for things to come in
once i get hooked on a crafting idea
i just want to do it and be happy with the finished product
and two
you need a credit card
sooo
my dad will have to order it for me
which he also hates doing,
oh well.
Hopefully i can find some cheap ones to buy
:D

Summer Homework

UGH
I have so much to do and so little time:/
It is like the end of the summer already and I still have all three books, journals and annotation
damn, i should've started earlier.
I have to read three books:
1. Frankenstein
2. Their eyes are watching God
3. The secret sharer
I have to do journals for the first two
the last one is only 40 pages or so
BUT
it's supposedly the hardest read I will ever have
and I have to annotate like crazy. 
I am so Not excited about the work
But what am I going to do....?
I just have to do it.

Smoking Pot

Why?
Is it really because you feel invincible?
I don't understand, is it to get away from the everyday fucked up things that happen in life?
Guess what, when you come down from that high those problems are still going to be there..
Just because you escape for a few hours doesn't solve a damn thing.
Unless you plan on keeping your high by always being on drugs you are just....
Really I don't even know.
I have heard so many lame and common excuses it makes me quite sick actually.
Most of them from "friends,"
Who because of drugs have become barely acquaintances.
Instead of doing drugs to get the feeling of "I can be and do anything,"
Why don't you get an education,
get a clean slate,
better friends who actually care about you
and put the past and negativity behind you.
No one can erase, take back an action or bring back the dead,
BUT
everyone Can turn over a new leaf and become a better person.
No matter what some people would wish to think,
It's never too late to be someone else and something better.
I just wish more people would realize that besides myself. 

Period Issues

I don't have much to say besides-WTF?
I don't understand why my cycle is still messed up and unpredictable
stress?
diet?
I don't know
but i keep missing months or getting it for one day
And Then
getting it for two weeks
UGHHH
but whatever i'm not going to obsess
I'm just screwed up that's all
:D

North Carolina Trip

Everything did not exactly go according to plan....
At all actually.
Here's what happened:
1. car problems
2. Attitude problems
3. Bug problems
4. Sleeping arrangement problems
5. Physical Pain problems
It was a supposed nine hour drive
but the way there took 17 hours and the way back took 12 and 1/2
BUT
all in all it was a success
we moved in Tim's sister
and helped her out
she was really happy with her apartment and i must say
it was quite cute and you can do a lot with it
Really where she is looks like long island
well there is the update on that aha
:D

North Carolina

Today we are going to Brooklyn to load all of my boyfriend's sister's stuff
so we can move her down to north Carolina
I am so NOT looking forward to the ride.
I hate long car drives.
But then I also love taking rides and just listening to music and whatnot
that was a bit contradictory
anyways
I did ALL of my wash last night
pretty much everything i own really
I was up to 2:00am doing so
and i finally traded ipods with Tim!!
Whoop i am so excited about that
and my old ipod once tim fixes it is going to my nanny
I have to go take a shower now and pack
Hopefully I'll blog again soon!
Byeee
:D