It's the Holiday Season!!

So I decided to go black friday shopping again this year and i got some great deals,
blue rays for $6 which are normally $30
the soda stream for $80 which is normally $100 and a $25 gift card to target
which means I basically got my moms gift for free
whoop!
and then I went shopping again today and got some stuff for my brothers
and on monday it's cyber monday!!
I have been listening to christmas music in my car everyday so far
and i am really feeling in the holiday mood!
I went to bath and body works and got candles for the season and everything:)
I am very into it which is pretty surprising for me..
maybe it's because i actually have money to buy presents this year:)
well that's about it for now i'll check in again soon!
:D

Mac Lipsticks

So I was wanting a Mac lipstick for so so long nut I just didn't want to spend the money
so during this past summer one of my now former high school teachers took me to the mac store in Manhattan and ended up buying me one!
I got a luster nude type color in the shade hug me
 and this is what it looks like

I have worn it past half way now and I decided with my first paycheck that I was going to buy another one so I decided on a nude color yet again and this time it was a cream sheen in Shy Girl
it's more of a peach and if I don't wear foundation the redness in my face really clashes, I just got it a few days ago in the mail so i'm still not sure about how much I like it we will see but anyways here it is..

 I really do love the color and I feel it really does look nice i just really have to exfoliate and maybe put a gloss over it.
So I am getting paid again soon and I told myself I would buy myself one with each paycheck
expect maybe my December one because that is Christmas time
(yes I only get paid once a month...perks of work study. Damn you federal government.)
So there are two types or whatever you want to call it..categories maybe that I want to get
one is a red and one is a plum since I already have a nude/natural color and a peach
I'm thinking of getting rebel which is described as a creamy plum but it looks somewhat bright on google so i don't know...



and then about the red I really don't know which one at all I don't want something too deep or too bright and I also don't want something too orange or just not right for me.
Since I don't ever psychically go to the mac store because I feel completely out of place I just order off their website...
hopefully I can sort that out haha
but i think that rebel is next.
I also want to get:
Cosmo which is so similar in color to my all time favorite blushing bride from Avon

French Macaroons

Or macarons and people say,
they are so beautiful and I baked them today
and they came out Perfect!!
I really could not even believe that I got feet the first time
ugh so beautiful
so here are a few pictures of them!








I am so so happy with them and they taste awesome!
I'm pretty sure it made about 30 cookies or so and i only have about 15 or so left haha
they are so small you know..
oh and here is the recipe for anyone who wants to try them out just follow this exact video and tips
they work awesome!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJ636Y8N6E8

Stye on the eye

I had one about two weeks ago and i was freaking out
no surprise there
and i did all the treatments and whatnot
and it wen away
so i stopped
but now it's back
in the same position and place and eye
and it's not even bad at all
but i am already freaking out
and i know i shouldnt be be i am
ugh i hate that i get this way
i need to just come down already
and just go with it.
It is just so annoying that these things happen to me
and i can't ever catch a break

Shoes, Makeup, Birthdays!!

So it has been like a million years i know...
I am just so excited to tell you that i was on instagram and i saw this post for someone selling
T.U.K. CREEPERS FOR $45!!
So i messaged her and was like hey i'm interested blah blah blah
and they just so happened to be my size and color i wanted
and the best part was she just so happened to live one town over from me
of all the places in the world!
I swear it was meant to be <3
so anyways I got them a week ago today
and i have worn them everyday since i got them,
ugh i love them!
These are the ones i got the black suede low soles

They are just so damn awesome and comfy too
at first they bothered my arch a little because they are kind of flat but after a week
they are awesome and i wear them all day at college and leave them on for hours when i get home.
I am so happy they are good because i wanted so badly to like them
and i do!!
NEXT THING....
I went to the mall to go shopping for something for my birthday..
and as you can probably tell from the title of this post,
that Something was
THE DOC MARTENS
I have been wanting these boots for so many years and i asked for them every year for my birthday or for christmas but never got them mostly because they are expensive and i could never try them on anywhere
BUT i saw on Macy' online that they had them so i went to my mall to see..and of course they don't.
I mean really why would they?
so as i was leaving the mall totally defeated I see them in Journey's and flip a lid!
they were also $20 cheaper there at $119
so i went back with my grandma this past friday and picked them up!
I got the 1460 8 hole smooth leather black ones :)










UGH I love them!!
Too bad I have to wait a little over a month for my birthday to come:(
and then i have to break them in..
I was thinking about bringing them to a leather shop and getting them stretched for me
but i don't know
i also want to "earn them" so to speak
any suggestions?

AND LASTLY
one other thing i am super stoked for as a birthday present is
THE NAKED PALETTE 2
i have the first one
i actually bought it for prom and i love it so much
and my mom said she would get me the second one for my birthday
i think it is definitely worth the $50 because i use them all the time
basically all of my quads and singles have been pushed aside because i have everything i need right in one place and it's good to travel with so i love it!
 

OH and i also love the double ended brush because i don't have any brushes and the one from the naked palette was pretty good.
SO
i am super excited for my birthday this year...haha for once.
The big 18!
thank god then i can finally have my senior license and drive where ever whenever and not have to worry about getting in trouble for going up to 7/11
:D

Driver's Status!

Hey!
It's probably been a while since I last had an update on here.
My whole laptop situation is still pretty fucked up sadly enough
BUT...
I got my license!
Whoo
Thank god i passed this time
it is so liberating to know that i can drive by myself
I really do love my car too
the only thing i want to fix is my interior light
other then that i love the way it drives and handles:)
I am driving to and from school everyday now!
It is honestly great
i just can't wait until i turn 18 so that i can go anywhere
at any time!
now that will be awesome

College Life

Hey,
LONG time no talk.
I have been rather busy i guess you could say.
Since I didn't get my license I have been staying at my moms house during the week
and it actually hasn't been as dreadful as i thought it would be.
surprising i know..
We have been doing well together i guess i could say.
It's not hard to wake up and get ready in the morning.
I actually like it
but Tuesday i go for my road test
and i want nothing more then to get it this time:)
I did get called for work study, whoop!
I am very happy about that because it is a paycheck once a month
and will give me some work experience to put on my resume when i am applying for part time jobs
once i turn 18 of course
because now it is just too much of a damn hassle.
it's very annoying actually
what else?
oh i did dye my hair purple,
two streaks only but it faded out already sadly enough
although i am considering doing pink for October since it is breast cancer awareness month
oh and i did tell that guy i met on the Internet i couldn't talk to him anymore,
along with another friend i knew for quite some time..
I mean it was getting in the way of my current relationship
which i love and would very much love to keep
and it was me who was getting in the way of what needed to happen
to i stopped letting myself get in the way
and i think it really did help and make a difference.
He is all i need and i know that and love that
and i can honestly say that i am happy
:)