SO
yeah Tim and I have been having some issues in the job department.
He is getting laid off because they are shutting down his department
there are openings but they are in different states and he doesn't want to transfer to a different state and I don't blame him.
I mean I have ties here and he has me and his dad here so I know he would not want to move
especially since we both just moved not even a month ago.
I mean I don't know what to say anymore,
I just feel so bad for him!
This was his dream job, the company he has been wanting to work for and after he got hired the company he kept saying he would be working for in the future and moving up in
UGH why do these things seem to keep happening to him?
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Unpacking
Oh My God.
It is seriously the worst!
It takes so much time and effort I like literally can not get over it.
I have been wanting to unpack my clothes for so long now and tonight I started it,
big mistake because now it is late and I am so done.
Plus I have a Very limited amount of closet space so yeah..
It is so crazy trying to fit everything in the way that I wanted to,
It is just not going to happen I swear.
I mean tim gets a MAX of four drawers,
sorrry!
oh well haha
I have a lot more clothes and need a lot more space!
well that's about it for tonight.
:P
It is seriously the worst!
It takes so much time and effort I like literally can not get over it.
I have been wanting to unpack my clothes for so long now and tonight I started it,
big mistake because now it is late and I am so done.
Plus I have a Very limited amount of closet space so yeah..
It is so crazy trying to fit everything in the way that I wanted to,
It is just not going to happen I swear.
I mean tim gets a MAX of four drawers,
sorrry!
oh well haha
I have a lot more clothes and need a lot more space!
well that's about it for tonight.
:P
Sunday, October 12, 2014
My New Computer!
Hey!
So i am FINALLY writing to you on my very own computer!
about damn time I know!
So my brother's friend builds computers for a living so when he heard that I was on my way out the door to go buy one from best buy he was like uhh no I'll just pick out the parts and write it for you!
This is just awesome to know that it is mine and it works!!
Whoop haha
So I am just adding all of my short cuts and making sure i am all signed in for everything, ugh love it!
I also cleaned up a little and my dad helped me hang some more pictures and what not in the apartment.
Tim had one of his friends over which was also really nice since he hasn't seen him in close to a year.
I am just so trilled that everything is finally coming together and it all looks great!
<3
Really a huge thank you to everyone who has helped me out and yeah
just so happy!
I cannot wait until next weekend when tim and i finally have our living room chiars
and then it will be crunch time to finally finish everything and be able to invite people over!
And maybe now that I have somewhere to type I will actually be updating this more!
whoop
^-^
So i am FINALLY writing to you on my very own computer!
about damn time I know!
So my brother's friend builds computers for a living so when he heard that I was on my way out the door to go buy one from best buy he was like uhh no I'll just pick out the parts and write it for you!
This is just awesome to know that it is mine and it works!!
Whoop haha
So I am just adding all of my short cuts and making sure i am all signed in for everything, ugh love it!
I also cleaned up a little and my dad helped me hang some more pictures and what not in the apartment.
Tim had one of his friends over which was also really nice since he hasn't seen him in close to a year.
I am just so trilled that everything is finally coming together and it all looks great!
<3
Really a huge thank you to everyone who has helped me out and yeah
just so happy!
I cannot wait until next weekend when tim and i finally have our living room chiars
and then it will be crunch time to finally finish everything and be able to invite people over!
And maybe now that I have somewhere to type I will actually be updating this more!
whoop
^-^
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Moved Finally
So yeah everytime that I blog two days in a row then I don't for like months right?
Serioulsy I just cannot keep up
SO
we moved!
Me and Tim have our own apartment i cannot believe it!
The only thing is he's been in a shitty mood ever since we moved, so what was teh point of moving?
ugh it's just all so frustrating.
I love the apartment though it is so cute and homey and I just love it!
There is still so much to do but it is getting there
the colors look amazing, I just love everything about it
Tim and I do share a room now which is awesome
but we are so tired by the time we go to sleep we just roll over and are knocked out
Maybe that will change once the damn semester ends
we haven't started cooking yet just us all the time but eventually we will.
We keep eating upstairs with them
I mean it's nice but at the same time not really, they eat sooo late I can't stand it.
When we eat with them it's like 9:30-10:00
which is insane
I feel like 6:00 is the perfect time to eat a meal
but whenever I start to cook that will be the time I do it.
I have class at 3-4:30 ugh
And it's so boring sadly. well anyway that's really it.
:]
Serioulsy I just cannot keep up
SO
we moved!
Me and Tim have our own apartment i cannot believe it!
The only thing is he's been in a shitty mood ever since we moved, so what was teh point of moving?
ugh it's just all so frustrating.
I love the apartment though it is so cute and homey and I just love it!
There is still so much to do but it is getting there
the colors look amazing, I just love everything about it
Tim and I do share a room now which is awesome
but we are so tired by the time we go to sleep we just roll over and are knocked out
Maybe that will change once the damn semester ends
we haven't started cooking yet just us all the time but eventually we will.
We keep eating upstairs with them
I mean it's nice but at the same time not really, they eat sooo late I can't stand it.
When we eat with them it's like 9:30-10:00
which is insane
I feel like 6:00 is the perfect time to eat a meal
but whenever I start to cook that will be the time I do it.
I have class at 3-4:30 ugh
And it's so boring sadly. well anyway that's really it.
:]
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
In my college library
so basically I am just wowed that i was even able to write two days in a row, that is crazy!
I just did some of my work for my group dynamics class later today,
I cannot bring myself to do it the night before it is just insane.
I know that once I have an actual computer and a desk to sit at when I move that will all change
and if it doesn't on it's own I will make it happen because I cannot deal with this anymore.
I get up at 7 to get here at 7:30 for work that starts at 9:00 and a class that starts at 3:00
that's crazy.
It's now less then a week until we close on our house and I am so anxious to move in already
I cannot wait to stop dealing with all the bullshit that is going on.
Also I just cannot stand living in the mess that I have right now it is just insane.
When we finally move we will be organized and neat
and all will be right in the world haha
I am slacking in my online class and it is so hard because all I have is the computer here at the school
and I am always running around doing other things it is so hard to get anything done for that class
the 27th we move in
the 28th I buy a desk, computer, printer and chair
that will be amazing!
I cannot wait.
Obviously haha
Oh and Tim bought me a new Essie which i did my nails last night and this color is the bomb for the fall time
it's called angora cardi it's like a maroon brown of sorts so pretty
Yeah so not a picture of my nails but it looks the same on me, love!!
I just did some of my work for my group dynamics class later today,
I cannot bring myself to do it the night before it is just insane.
I know that once I have an actual computer and a desk to sit at when I move that will all change
and if it doesn't on it's own I will make it happen because I cannot deal with this anymore.
I get up at 7 to get here at 7:30 for work that starts at 9:00 and a class that starts at 3:00
that's crazy.
It's now less then a week until we close on our house and I am so anxious to move in already
I cannot wait to stop dealing with all the bullshit that is going on.
Also I just cannot stand living in the mess that I have right now it is just insane.
When we finally move we will be organized and neat
and all will be right in the world haha
I am slacking in my online class and it is so hard because all I have is the computer here at the school
and I am always running around doing other things it is so hard to get anything done for that class
the 27th we move in
the 28th I buy a desk, computer, printer and chair
that will be amazing!
I cannot wait.
Obviously haha
Oh and Tim bought me a new Essie which i did my nails last night and this color is the bomb for the fall time
it's called angora cardi it's like a maroon brown of sorts so pretty
Yeah so not a picture of my nails but it looks the same on me, love!!
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Moving!
So today marks one week until we close on the house!
You have NO IDEA how
Thrilled
I am!
We have no hot water, no food, no space and not positivity/happiness
at my house currently.
To take a shower I have to drive almost a half an hour to my moms.
Really. -______________-
Stale face worthy.
Also I have been bickering with my dad like every single day because he is constantly brooding over money issues and how he never sleeps and is sooo tired.
I can't take it anymore,
DO something about it!!
Also once we move,
Tim and I will be sharing an apartment, a room, a bed.
I just can't wait to take that next step
I am just hoping it is all we have been hoping for all this time.
I just want to pick myself up out of the negativity that house brings me and put me in a happy, calm place.
I swear this week and next week can NOT go by fast enough!
You have NO IDEA how
Thrilled
I am!
We have no hot water, no food, no space and not positivity/happiness
at my house currently.
To take a shower I have to drive almost a half an hour to my moms.
Really. -______________-
Stale face worthy.
Also I have been bickering with my dad like every single day because he is constantly brooding over money issues and how he never sleeps and is sooo tired.
I can't take it anymore,
DO something about it!!
Also once we move,
Tim and I will be sharing an apartment, a room, a bed.
I just can't wait to take that next step
I am just hoping it is all we have been hoping for all this time.
I just want to pick myself up out of the negativity that house brings me and put me in a happy, calm place.
I swear this week and next week can NOT go by fast enough!
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Psychology Classes
So I am a psych major and I mean I have been deeply interested in it since the first time I stepped foot in a psych course in High school.
It was child psychology I think.
We talked about needs, wants, the ID Ego and Superego that sort of thing.
I took a more advanced class just regular psychology in junior year and I aced everything.
That was my field i just knew it.
Last semester I took my first college level psych class
and it was basic but it was awesome
I had a well experienced and funny professor the work was easy and I enjoyed it
SO
this semester I signed up for 3 psych classes:
I cannot tell you enough how glad I am that I am taking them all.
Adolescent psych as you may have assumed is really helping me work through some unresolved issues from my childhood and whatnot and allowing me to understand why things went certain ways and yet continue to go those ways still and also my younger brother who is a junior in high school.
Group dynamics although centered around group work in schools and with your peers is also helping me survive in my family group and setting in my household which is also a constant struggle day in and out. It really helps you understand why people feel so awkward and what would help groups work and communicate more effectively together my family included.
Psych of learning which i had today really aid you in understanding where your behaviors come from and why you still may continue ones you don't want to keep and find it hard to adopt ones you would like to. Also it helps you understand others and how they can get so wrapped up in things and also that change is learning and vice versa and without your world constantly changing however that may suck, it is needed to move on in life, and I really respect that.
I have really come to the point in my life when I am understanding why people are the way they are and why I have been so hurt and also effected by those actions so much and how to deal with it in a positive way and I really urge you if anyone even reads this to take a look around you and challenge yourself to really understand others and why they act the way they do. All of our actions and decisions are a product of what we were taught and how we learned, I just so happened to be fortunate enough to learn from people's mistakes just by watching and not having to make those mistakes of my own. Although you may have read in my previous entries that I have made my share of mistakes and I am sure I won't stop anytime soon because that is sadly a part of life and growing up, but I am making a conscious decision to understand, relate and learn to change behaviors.
It was child psychology I think.
We talked about needs, wants, the ID Ego and Superego that sort of thing.
I took a more advanced class just regular psychology in junior year and I aced everything.
That was my field i just knew it.
Last semester I took my first college level psych class
and it was basic but it was awesome
I had a well experienced and funny professor the work was easy and I enjoyed it
SO
this semester I signed up for 3 psych classes:
- Group dynamics
- adolescent psych
- psychology of learning
I cannot tell you enough how glad I am that I am taking them all.
Adolescent psych as you may have assumed is really helping me work through some unresolved issues from my childhood and whatnot and allowing me to understand why things went certain ways and yet continue to go those ways still and also my younger brother who is a junior in high school.
Group dynamics although centered around group work in schools and with your peers is also helping me survive in my family group and setting in my household which is also a constant struggle day in and out. It really helps you understand why people feel so awkward and what would help groups work and communicate more effectively together my family included.
Psych of learning which i had today really aid you in understanding where your behaviors come from and why you still may continue ones you don't want to keep and find it hard to adopt ones you would like to. Also it helps you understand others and how they can get so wrapped up in things and also that change is learning and vice versa and without your world constantly changing however that may suck, it is needed to move on in life, and I really respect that.
I have really come to the point in my life when I am understanding why people are the way they are and why I have been so hurt and also effected by those actions so much and how to deal with it in a positive way and I really urge you if anyone even reads this to take a look around you and challenge yourself to really understand others and why they act the way they do. All of our actions and decisions are a product of what we were taught and how we learned, I just so happened to be fortunate enough to learn from people's mistakes just by watching and not having to make those mistakes of my own. Although you may have read in my previous entries that I have made my share of mistakes and I am sure I won't stop anytime soon because that is sadly a part of life and growing up, but I am making a conscious decision to understand, relate and learn to change behaviors.
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