The Cab

OMG
So i have an unhealthy obsession with them
and i have been watching youtube videos of them
all night.
I love this one

:D

Huntington

oh god.
Me and my aunt lucy went to go meet
Andy Choen
some guy from bravo tv
It was tourture.
I have the Worst sunburn and there were 5 million people
UGH
She got a crappy picture
after 3 hours of waiting to meet him.
At least i got a new book
Devil in the white city by eric larsen
I'll let you know how it is!
:D

Thinking

So last night i was just laying in bed
thinking.
I can't believe that I am going to be 17, be a senior...
my life is starting right now.
Am i really ready for this?
I don't know.....
I mean I think that I am and i've been waiting for so long
to be older and move on with my life.
Time goes by way too fast!
:D

This song just brings all those thoughts back into my mind<3

Nails

I just painted my nails
but i made a design
to match my bathing suit :)
I think they're are okay
I have never had white nails so they look super weird to me
:D

Stretch marks..

Um
I just looked in the mirror under a strong light
and realized that I am covered in them.
EW 
I hate when I haven't looked at myself in so long that I don't even know what I look like.
I wish I would have never looked.

Before Sleep

I'm not really tired But I'm probably going to head to bed.
I was just looking at a bunch of old pictures,
Just thinking to myself that it's a good thing that they were taken
Or else I probably wouldn't have remembered half of those times
and when I leave high school I will probably never see those people again or really even talk to them.
I don't have many friends so It does make me sort of sad to think that way.
Ugh oh well.
I did get my report card I will upload a picture tomorrow
(If i even remember)
I know I still haven't put one of my lady bug nails
:] Night

Water Balloon Fight!

OMG so fun XD
Umm so we were supposed to go to the public pool since today was the opening date
BUT
we had thunder storms last night and this morning
but then around 12 or 1
it got warm and sunny
SO
we decided to fill up some balloons and throw them around
:D

Hamptons

SO
Me and my aunt went there today to see the stupid housewives.
Yeah, she loves them, I just tagged along.
I love it there
It's so peaceful
yet there are so many places to go
the stores are all so city like
there was one book store we went into because there was a book signing with one of the house wives
it was great!
It was round all black shelves just an awesome store
I wish i had time to actually look around.
We also went to some little cafe to eat and it was so great
we sat outside on this huge kind of like home porch type thing
they had hanging chandlers and those hanging flower pots with the vines pouring out.
It was so cute.
I know you need to be rich to live there, but hey people do it.
If I become a successful therapist and write a book
and my boyfriend gets a good job in radio or TV (if we're still together)
It would be great.
I could set everything up so nice and everyone (just kidding I have no friends XD) could come over.
I don't know....Just a dream I suppose.
Well it was really nice
I just wanted to get all of that out!
:D 

SAT

I just got my scores for the June SAT
I got a
520-reading
500-math
580-writing
I wish I did better BUT I got that without studying so i am sure i will do better the next time
which will be in october
once i study for it
:D

Today

SO I decided to make cake pops for the first time....
they were kind of a fail
so you're supposed to:
1. bake a cake which went over well
2. let it cool, ummm yeah i didn't really do that right since i was trying to speed up the process
3. crumble the cake and mix it with some frosting done
4. roll into balls which i think i made them too big
5. dip the sticks into melted chocolate and stick them into the ball done pretty good
6. freeze for like 20 minutes did that
7. melt more chocolate in a cup done
8. dip ball into chocolate and this is where i fail the balls just broke and crumbled or they just completely fell off into the chocolate and messed everything up.
9. let the chocolate sit ugh it was just clumpy and bad looking

BUT they did still taste pretty good so it wasn't all bad
everyone ate them and loved them.
I was just so upset they weren't perfect like all of the pictures and tutorials haha
Oh well
:D

Senority!

OMG.
I cannot believe that when I go back to school in September that I am going to be a Senior!
It's really weird to me how time flies and how people change.
I mean I never thought that some of my friends from middle school would turn out to not talk to me anymore.
I also never thought that high school would really go by so fast.
Its crazy really.
I remember kindergarten and 5th grade still crystal clear
and i'm really glad i've done so well in all of my years of school.
Really it will only pay off in the long run!
:D

Sober

SO both of my parents sober dates are this month and I am just so proud of both of them
my mom has 20 years as of the 13th
and my dad has 11 years as of today!
Whooo
just figured I should share that.
I am just redoing my nails yet again! I still haven't put up a picture of my lady bugs but I will:)
Now i think i'm just going to do them Black <3
It's been a long time since i have.
I actually did a french braid in my hair after straightening it and then i actually did my make up!
finally.
But of course I only got up at freaking 11:00
which i swore i wasn't going to do.
UGH.
I did however finish my wash and make a cake for my dad last night.
I need to get started on my summer homework,
get a bathing suit and just...
get my room straightened up!
Well anyways that's really it.
back to doing my nails :]

father's day

So obviously my title says it all.
But i don't feel like it's really any special day, maybe because we gave presents at 12:00 am
oh well.
My dad really liked his and my grandpa flipped over the kindle fire
that's really all I wanted to say...
OH and i did lady bug nails, i'll put up a picture later
:D

Kitchen!

Ha, I just realized how sexist my title is!
Anyways,
I just rearranged my kitchen cabinets-It's about time someone does it.
Plus, my dad paid me too....but hey It needed to be done.
I hate living in a messy house and just being surrounded my clutter.
It's actually a new thing with me.
I used to be just so MeSsY.
but now I just want everything neat and in place,
as of right now my room is a disaster and since summer has started I have had no motivation to really do anything.
But I figured as a father's day present I would finally do it.
Ummm really that's it XD
I just wanted to say that since I am so proud of myself.
:D

Facebook Survey XD

1. last beverage: coke big gulp

2. last phone call: about three hours ago to tell tim where to meet me


3. last text message: an hour ago to make sure tim was at the right place

4. last song you listened to: somebody that I used to know Gotye

5. last time you cried: maybe a week ago?



HAVE YOU EVER:



6. dated someone twice :  Yes
7. been cheated on :  Not necessarily..

8. kissed someone & regretted it : yes
9. lost someone special :  yes
10. been depressed :  yes
11. been drunk and threw up : hell no


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:



12.  turquoise

13.  electric blue

14.  lime green


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)



15. Made a new friend?:  Yes
16. Fallen out of love? Not really


17. Laughed until you cried?  i don't remember that

18. Met someone who changed you?: Yes


19. Found out who your true friends were? Sadly


20. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes

21. Kissed anyone on your facebook friend's list ? Yes

GENERAL:



22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life:  more then half

24. Do you have any pets: yes, a hot dog dog



 27. What time did you wake up today: like ten or so


28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Going to college

30. Last time you saw your Mother: a few hours ago, it's her birthday!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: how messed up my family is

32. What are you listening to right now: Madagascar two

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?: People, my messy room ect.

37. Nicknames: Manda, mander, Sally, salamanda, mandy, turkey rose (my mom)


38. Relationship Status: Taken

39. Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

40. Lady or Gent?: lady
41. Elementary? River Avenue and Hemlock Park


42. Middle School?: West Middle School

43. High School?: Brentwood High School

44. Hair Color? Dark Brown

45. Long or short?: Shortish

46. Height? 5'2"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? No

48. What do you like about yourself? umm...i'm funny?

49. Piercings? First and second ear lobe holes, used to have my cartilage but took it out

50. Tattoos?  No

51. Righty or lefty? righty

52. First surgery: Haven't had one

53. First Piercing? Ears
54. First best friend:  Megan F.

55. First sport you joined: UM none.

58. First pair of trainers: huh?



RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.


61. *Poke* ......


62. *Poke*  ........

63. Waiting for: The weather to get warm

64. Want kids? Not really

65. Get Married?Yes
66. Career? Therapy


WHICH IS BETTER :



67. Lips or eyes? Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses? Hugs

69. Shorter or taller : Taller
70. Older or Younger : Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Arms

73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship :  Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :


76. Kissed a stranger :  Kinda

77. Drank hard liquor :  No

78. Lost glasses/contacts :  Yes, my fake ones

79. Had sex on first date : No

80. Broken someone's heart : Maybe

81. Had your own heart broken : Yes

83. Turned someone down : Yes
84. Cried when someone died : Yes

85. Fallen for a friend : Not really



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:



86. Yourself : Yes

87. Miracles :  Yes

88. Love at first sight: Not really

89. Heaven : Yes
90. Santa Claus: I wish I did still

91. Kiss on the first date : No

92. Angels : Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:


93. Had more than one bf/gf at the same time? No
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes
95. Did you sing today? Yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody?  No

 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? Probably the olden days like 40's they were so..romantic

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be and why? My sweet 16, even though it was embarrassing to be the center of attention, It was so fun

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?  I used to be


100. Posting this as 100 truths? Yes

I keep telling myself i'm not going to dress like a bum everyday, but when I try to get dressed "nice" I feel as if i am wayyyyy overdressed for a normal day, or it looks bad, or i'm just uncomfortable----
And then I just put on a t-shirt and sneakers.
UGH

I was just thinking of how sad and boring my life really is. I'm really not trying to bitch about how my life sucks, because it doesn't Suck...it's just non-eventful, except for the normal family fights. Since my boyfriend has been away with his sister we haven't really talked. I mean that doesn't really bother me, we need a break from each other, but the fact that I have Nothing to do does bother me. I have just been watching youtube like all day...sad I know. Oh well.

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday, but it is also my first day of actual summer vacation. In a way i'm excited, but the weather here has been so terrible that it doesn't even feel like the summer time to me. I love the summer, I love to be outside and I love to just hang around in the sun, but it has been raining so much and I really can't stand it, even though I love the rain as well.

Senior year is just around the corner and I just feel...excited but in a way not ready. I'm not ready to finish high school, I feel like it just started and i'm not ready to leave all the people I just made friends with this year. For some reason it takes me Forever to make friends and it seems that as soon as I do school is over. Yet this year it's okay because I'll be back next year, but senior year if I only make friends at the end of the year..when i'm out of there, i'm gone.
Just something to think about, I guess i'll have to make some new friends early on haha.

Anyways, i'm off to bed, not that you really care since i'm sure no one actually reads this XD
I need to be up to clean the kitchen:D (oh what joys lay ahead)

Goodnight ^-^

My mom LOVES hello kitty so for her birthday we got her:
(All hello kitty)
-trash pail
-bathroom mat
-toothbrush holder
-ottoman
-chest
-soap
-bags
-lip glosses
-cupcakes
-lunch containers
-card

**I hope she LOVES them!

Chap Stick:D

So recently I have been mega obsessed with buying chap sticks
Especially the ones that are part of a collection!
So I don't even know what the deal is with me.
It started with the EOS lip balms and I thought the packaging was so Cute so i had to get them all!
(I know I'm weird!)
And then I was watching reviews on youtube and someone mentioned that they traded eos in for baby lips
......
SO I decided to try that one out too!
And then I realized how great they were and decided to collect them all XD
Actually, I was totally obsessed with the Nivea products that I was collecting all of those but then for some reason I was just giving them away to my mom or whatever because I didn't really love the flavors.
BUT the new ones I've gotten are awesome.
I have some starburst ones, gum flavors, ect.
:D

I got all of these at either target or drug stores and they were all pretty cheap. Each nivea, baby lip or eos were like $3 something, but the lipsmaker ones were about four bucks for all of them!
<333

Nails!

Okay, so I decided to try out the watermelon nail art...and i love it!
I used:
Hot Pink
A dark Green
A shimmery neon green
White
Black
Clear
My left hand is WAY better then my right hand since I am a righty, but I think all in all they came out cute
:]

I freaking love the cab<3

This has been stuck my head for days! <3

I just got back from taking the US history regents, so damn stupid. I really don't quite understand why they would have AP kids take a regents when they already took a harder test. In my mind it doesn't make much sense. Then again neither does the fact that my teacher taught way worse for the AP which would give us college credit if we pass, but went all out for the regents that is a dumb test for NYS. UGH.

I am really beginning to wonder why I want to stay in this house and go to college simultaneously, it just won't work. Maybe I was considering it because of the money aspect or maybe just because i am the worlds biggest baby. However, I cannot continue to live under this roof with my family constantly ripping every ray of happiness to freaking shreds.

Going to take some more finals.

Finally found this song I've been looking for!

I really want to go to the beach right about now. I mean it's not THAT hot that I'm dying in the sweltering heat, but I am so bored I don't even know what to do with myself. I do have summer readings to do, but since you guys don't really know me I'll just tell you...I'm like the biggest procrastinator ever and I really do hate it, I do want to work on my tan though. Maybe I can convince Tim (my boyfriend:)) to take me!

So today is my first day of "finals" although I just have a review session today. Tomorrow I have two actual tests and then Thursday I also have a major test. I am so glad that school is over and the summer is here. However, it doesn't really feel like the summer time. Maybe it's because I got out so early this year. Usually I get out the last week or so of June this year my last day of school was the 8th. Or maybe it's because I only have some finals and one major test when last year I had something like four so I had to go in for another whole week, yeah that's probably it. Well, I have to b in today at 12:27 (which is so damn stupid, just make it 12:30) and then the session ends at 1:52 (also really stupid, wouldn't you say?) Anyways, I have to get ready and eat something before I go and review boring history ahah.

Heyyy I just started but I have been searching for somewhere to blog forever!