I was just thinking of how sad and boring my life really is. I'm really not trying to bitch about how my life sucks, because it doesn't Suck...it's just non-eventful, except for the normal family fights. Since my boyfriend has been away with his sister we haven't really talked. I mean that doesn't really bother me, we need a break from each other, but the fact that I have Nothing to do does bother me. I have just been watching youtube like all day...sad I know. Oh well.

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday, but it is also my first day of actual summer vacation. In a way i'm excited, but the weather here has been so terrible that it doesn't even feel like the summer time to me. I love the summer, I love to be outside and I love to just hang around in the sun, but it has been raining so much and I really can't stand it, even though I love the rain as well.

Senior year is just around the corner and I just feel...excited but in a way not ready. I'm not ready to finish high school, I feel like it just started and i'm not ready to leave all the people I just made friends with this year. For some reason it takes me Forever to make friends and it seems that as soon as I do school is over. Yet this year it's okay because I'll be back next year, but senior year if I only make friends at the end of the year..when i'm out of there, i'm gone.
Just something to think about, I guess i'll have to make some new friends early on haha.

Anyways, i'm off to bed, not that you really care since i'm sure no one actually reads this XD
I need to be up to clean the kitchen:D (oh what joys lay ahead)

Goodnight ^-^