Hot water

Hey,
Sorry i've been gone for so long...
my laptop (still sucking)
and recently my tablet wouldn't charge and i was dyinggggg
anyways
soo we didn't have hot water for ever and i was also dying over that
we just got it fixed today thank god but we haven't had in in like two weeks which was horrible
and my friends moms boyfriend knows what he's talking about when it comes to that so now we have it
thank goddddd
i hate not being able to take a shower
and also not being able to wash my hands in warm water!
at least you don't brush your teeth with hot water, now that would suck!
tim and his sister are watching doctor who, boring
and they made some disgusting chicken for dinner
surprise surprise.
well anyways i just wanted to stop by and say hi
byyyyye
:D

Christmas Season

Hey,
I don't even know what direction i want to go in with this blog...
but i know it's a negative one.
It's about this season and my family.
I am so unhappy.
On a scale from 1-10 of how happy you are i am probably a three.
I don't even know why, it's just everything all meshed together.
The people that live here, the fact that everyone is so pissy all the time.
I mean really every day everyone is so pissed off, including me,
and i don't know why.
and then when everyone is happy it pisses me off even more because everyone is acting sooo fake.
I just really can't stand falseness
and i just really can't stand everyone that i live with.
UGH.
anyways,
I...hate the holidays.
It's supposed to be a time of happiness and togetherness and even when it is in my house,
to me it's just everyone pretending to like each other.
If you're not happy don't pretend,
and i think that's why i always seem like the odd one out and i always seem like i'm in a pissed mood.
I'm not going to pretend i'm happy when i'm not and i'm not actually going to be happy when everyone else is just pretending....
if that makes any sense?
well anyways.
that's really it for my sucky holiday rant.
:/

UPDATES!!

Hi!
I know i've been away for sooo so long.
I turned 17 on November 25th
whoop yay me!
haha
umm I applied to all of my colleges:
Suny Stony Brook
St. Joseph's
Adelphi
Dowling
Hofstra
ummm I'm #4 in my graduating class
annnnnnd what else?
well pretty much I have just been away because....
my laptop is a hunk of crap.
I need to get the motherboard fixed
and that won't be coming back to me until mid January...
Sad me.
Nothing has really happened since the last time I blogged,
except for the few things I already mentioned of course haha
oh and i think i'm going to dye my hair, one last hoorah so to speak for high school
when it comes to my hair.
really once prom season and whatever comes around,
Black hair for me!
well anyways,
I know no one reads this...
BUT
i just wanted to let you know where i've been and why
sooo yeah
:D