Study Abroad, rings(again) and Haircut!

Oh My God!
I may be going to LONDON!
I went to Greece and Rome this past summer I don't know if i mentioned it,
I probably have like a million times haha
anyways
This trip is Amazing!
It is with the dean of my college so I think it will be more up my alley, It's for my major and it's to go see
Stonehenge, Jane Austen's house and take a few classes at Oxford University!
OMG.
I really would love to go on this trip
I have to go see global studies later on next week and see what is going on price wise and if it is a consideration!
OMG, i'm excited can you tell?

It is just so amazing!
And If i do get the chance to do this i would be psyched out!
Anyways the other thing is that the rings that I was posting over and over and being so obsessed about...
HUGE
let down.
I actually tried some on and they seemed so flimsy and just ehhh
which i was so upset about.
Tim and I went to Jared and he went back with his mom and picked something out!!!
I can't believe that he actually knows the ring I will be wearing for the rest of my life.
I do know basically what it looks like and it is sooo much more simple then I originally wanted
but after seeing the solitaire ring in person and trying it on I do see how beautiful it is and how it is more about the actual diamond then anything else and I love that look and idea!
so basically it is going to be a round diamond and I actually know the carat weight is around .85 and that it is going to a plain white gold band with some type of diamond accents on the side profile of the ring. This is the one that I showed him that I really liked and he brought to Jared but they showed him something else and he said it is nothing I have seen before so I am excited that he picked it out!


So yeah I know that it is so plain as compared to the other ones that I was posting for so long but there is just such a beauty to this simplicity that I really do love it and the women totally had me as well by saying that you can easily dress it up with the wedding band that you choose which is so true!
And lastly I am thinking about getting my hair trimmed not too much cut off it is just
SO DEAD
and the sun and pool really took a toll. Well yeah talk to you soon!!

Sophmore status, engagement and online classes

So tomorrow starts my second year of college,
I seriously still cannot believe that!
I am starting my alcoholism certificate program this upcoming weekend
and all my classes are going towards my psychology degree
I am excited but nervous which really does surprise me
I am also off on mondays and fridays which is awesome so totally excited for that
OMG also this monday that just passed,
Tim went to the mall and of course i wasn't supossed to know but i did
and he went to pick out
THE RING.
seriously I cannot believe this is actually happening with us!!
I mean i can believe it i've been with the guy for almost 7 years
but still it's just so awesome.
and i also am taking an online research class sadly
ugh why do i do these things to myself haha

Lucky

okay so the first thing I have to address is how in this world did i get so lucky?
how did i get so lucky?
I just don't understand what I did to have this happen to me
but above all I am so greatful and i am so humbled
I have made mistakes in the past few years in my relationship.
I was texting another person inappropriatly when I shouldn't have
I felt desperate, lonely, insecure and unloved.
Although I was with my boyfriend for over 5 years we just seemed to be in a rut and not really making things work
I took advantage of a bad situation and the first thing that came around that seemed to be what I needed I was a part of it.
But then I realized that my boyfriend was trying and you know that age old saying?
Just because something doesn't love you the way you want them to it doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have
and that was the truth he was trying and i was just being a complete asshole
so I told this person goodbye and do not talk to me again
long story short my boyfriend found out about this nearly a year later and he was mad,
had all right to be
and when i was saying that we should probably take a break the whole nine
he was saying how it is in the past
it was a dumb mistake out of desperation and that the thought of living without me now is too much and worse then what had happened
I am in no way saying that what i did was jutified because it is not.
I am only saying thie entire thing to show how amazing and just all around perfect my boyfriend is.
Any time I have ever said I love you to anyone but him was a complete lie.
He is the only man that I have ever loved and will ever love the way that I do.
He is amazing and I could never go through life without him.
Seven years together next April and even with all of our issues and flaws I wouldn't have it any other way because we have gotten through so much and proved to ourselves and everyone else that sometimes accepting the bad with the good is worth it.
When he started dating this girl he barely knew after us being together for 2 years and just breaking it off randomly one day took a long time to get over but this past year as been so great and we are moving foward like I never knew that we would just yet.
Now, on a happier and better note of our realtionship!
He asked my dad for permission to ask me to marry him!
And after finding out all of that bull shit he proceeded to tell his mother and father too
I really just cannot believe that it is coming up so close and he is really thinking seriously about it!
I am really so excited and I think my mom and his mom are too
I am thinkng that he is going to propose on our orlando trip in January but I'm not too sure that would be cool
I just really love romance and I know that he is not good at that but he really tries and that is enough for me. That is all I ever wanted and what our realtionship was lacking
but we are totally back on track and have been for a while
I love him with all of my heart.

Rings!

So Tim and I have still been going back and fourth over rings and what we like and whatnot and really it has come down to four rings, one I recentley saw on instagram

So I love this one because it has the rose gold we both love and it looks so delicate and beautiful and yet simple from the top view

Then I love this one because it looks like a flower bud and it is classic

Then there is this one that has the rose gold accents but also has that shoulder wrap detail that is so unique and different

And I love this one because of the curvedness and lace look of it!

These three are just so breathtakingly beautiful and no matter what Tim chooses and I think that is what I love the most about these rings is that no matter which one it is, you just can't help but love it!

Summertime, Moving and Verragio

So we are moving soon and I mean it's soon...but not too soon
so I keep putting off packing because I mean really, whats the point when we have sooo much more time?
Yet when I look at the calendar it's really not all that much sadly
I mean at first I was upset to hear that our move in date has been moved back but then again it's really not all that bad, because I will have so much more time to save up some more money which is great
Tim and I didn't think that we would have enough to get the finishing touches that we wanted but really I think that we will now which makes me happier
But also I hate packing in the heat because it is so nice outside and I would rather be out doing something then sitting inside all day waiting for the sun to set to pack and whatever, so yeah another reason to put things off.
I have been going to the beach and the pool tanning and what not and that is what the summer is all about
I have also been working and making some money to get things for the apartment which is great too
Tim and I are so excited about moving in together and have been talking about getting engaged...
which I'm sure I mentioned in like every other blog so far hahah
Am I right?
we want to go to one jewler that carries verragio rings.
They are the most beautiful rings I have seen and I really hope he gets me one of those!
eeeeek so excited just thinking about it hahah
we have been to a few places to try on rings so far but none compare to this and I just want to try one on
and see how it looks and feels on me
ugh I love this
Here are some rings by the way I know I put Neil Lane up but these are it!

feet, houses and finals

okay so....
feet.
Mine hurt soooo so bad. I am just going to honestly cry.
I have so many cracks and such dry skin i want to cut them off.
If anyone knows anything about something that could help...
please let me know!!
I am doing a term paper in a few minutes which is somewhat of a final project for my psych 100
and i presented my final project for my soc class
god the semester is about to be over!
I cannot wait.
Tomorrow I have to work on my final project in poetry and that should be interesting to say the least.
Tomorrow we may be looking at our future house if we can ever get a hold of the owner and stuff
I am so anxious to see inside, it's killing me actually.
ugh just stressed!
:/

Moving, Study Abroad and rings

Hey! 
Happy Easter I know i haven't been on here in a long time..
oh wait. 
I ALWAYS say that haha 
But I mean I really haven't I have been so busy with school and work 
I mean I only do work study but it really is an actual part time job. 
I cooked today 
honey glazed ham, roasted potatoes, corn and homemade buns(HUGE FAIL) 
but I'll just try them again. 
Seriously my semester is only a little under three weeks left 
ummmm YES 
I really cannot wait for it to be over! 
Only counting the days I actually go to school it's only 10 days!! 
whoo 
I am so excited because my trip to Rome and Athens is coming so soon! 
May 15th :) 
This thursday I am getting all of my flight info and whatnot 
And also this week we are going to see our prospective house! 
We already have seen it twice but we have not seen the back apartment which is where my boyfriend and i would be staying 
as of right now there are people living there and it is super hard to get ahold of them 
I am a little nervous to be honest I don't know why I think it is all going to work out fine! 
It is so great though it is a detached two bedroom apartment with two bathrooms, a kitchen, living room and a second floor deck! 
OMG SO EXCITED. 
I am just excited to be sharing an apartment with Tim it is so great:)
We have been talking about it for some time now but we could never afford it but renting from my dad he only wants $800 which is awesome for that amount of space! 
Tim and I stopped talking about engagement rings because he bought me a promise ring which is so beautiful its a small diamond heart ring<3 so cute 
Although we agreed on two years maybe a little less then that. 
which is also super exciting! 
well yeah that is about it, maybe I will be back soon!! 
:)