Driver's Status!

Hey!
It's probably been a while since I last had an update on here.
My whole laptop situation is still pretty fucked up sadly enough
BUT...
I got my license!
Whoo
Thank god i passed this time
it is so liberating to know that i can drive by myself
I really do love my car too
the only thing i want to fix is my interior light
other then that i love the way it drives and handles:)
I am driving to and from school everyday now!
It is honestly great
i just can't wait until i turn 18 so that i can go anywhere
at any time!
now that will be awesome

College Life

Hey,
LONG time no talk.
I have been rather busy i guess you could say.
Since I didn't get my license I have been staying at my moms house during the week
and it actually hasn't been as dreadful as i thought it would be.
surprising i know..
We have been doing well together i guess i could say.
It's not hard to wake up and get ready in the morning.
I actually like it
but Tuesday i go for my road test
and i want nothing more then to get it this time:)
I did get called for work study, whoop!
I am very happy about that because it is a paycheck once a month
and will give me some work experience to put on my resume when i am applying for part time jobs
once i turn 18 of course
because now it is just too much of a damn hassle.
it's very annoying actually
what else?
oh i did dye my hair purple,
two streaks only but it faded out already sadly enough
although i am considering doing pink for October since it is breast cancer awareness month
oh and i did tell that guy i met on the Internet i couldn't talk to him anymore,
along with another friend i knew for quite some time..
I mean it was getting in the way of my current relationship
which i love and would very much love to keep
and it was me who was getting in the way of what needed to happen
to i stopped letting myself get in the way
and i think it really did help and make a difference.
He is all i need and i know that and love that
and i can honestly say that i am happy
:)

college orientation

so i went a few days ago
and you know what?
I liked it
i loved how corny they all were
and how people were really into it
it was cute.
some of the new students seemed a little...
off to me i guess you could say
but the people there were very nice
and welcoming
next wednesday i start
so i hope all goes well
i did have to order a new book
because my professor sent out an email
which i just checked yesterday
saying there was
a mix up..
ugh oh well

Home

I don't know...
why i feel this way.
I just hate being everywhere.
I hate everything
and it's horrible.
It's like yes i have this realization...
this epiphany if you will
that i know i cannot go on like this.
But I just can't help it.
My boyfriend is away for the weekend.
and i'm waiting for him to contact me..
but he just wont
is that effecting the way that i feel?
Maybe.
Or maybe it's something else that has always been there
but now in this awkward waiting time it's being revealed.
Is that possible?
It's like i want to run away from every corner of my life.
But where does that leave me?
While everyone i know if off starting the new chapter of their lives
i am sulking and
NO
i don't want to be this way...
and no i don't think it's depression
and i don't think it's jealousy.
I honestly don't know what it is
and i hate it.

college bound

so NO
i'm not going away to school
which makes me a little sad to be completely honest
BUT
i mean i don't really need that experience..
although it would be cool
all my friends are though.
going away to school
they all started leaving already
and by the end of the weekend they will all be gone
which is actually sad to think of
ehh...
i guess i'll miss them haha
i am however extremely happy to be out of high school
and looking forward to not having to return next month
although i will go to my little brothers orientation
it will be nice to see the faculty
and it will be a little different this time since i would be
"under their rule" so to speak
:D

Road Test

So...
I failed.
I know..Miss never fails anything, straight a student
ugh such a loser
i couldn't believe it..
but what can i say?
I guess i'll just have to try again.
:/

car and phone!

So today was really good for me!
I registered my car and got it on the road
:D so exciting!
I also got a visor organizer and put in the angel my mom gave me
My car is great!
It rides very smooth
and the idle really isn't bad at all once you start driving it
maybe it was sitting for a super long time and that's what made it so loud
but the steering wheel cover is great
my radio works well
and the cigarette charger thing works well too
:P
OH and i got a new phone today
i just upgraded my current phone to what the newer model was
and it's pretty nice i actually really like it
too bad they don't make it in white though:/
um but its the sony xperia the newest one
 
the only thing that super sucked
was that they couldn't transfer over my contacts so i had to type each one in by hand
but eh that's okay
umm i loved today it was great
my dog really enjoyed my car as well haha
she was so happy to be finally getting a ride:)