Stony Brook

I am still absolutely obessing over the decision.
I still haven't heard anything,
they say latest April 1st and today is March 28th...
I mean only a few more days right?
BUT
what if they never tell me anything??
I mean i am pretty sure just like everyone else that ill get in...
but why is it taking so long??
and why is it that i didn't get a rejection letter yet if i did get rejected?
ugh this is all too stressful for me!
and i have this workshop on april 5th at stony brook 'and i only signed up because i figured i could get another look at the campus i'd be going to
but for this thing i have to read a huge book i haven't started because i don't really want to go if i don't get in...
you know what i mean?
AND
april 7th is the admitted student thing for st. joseph's which i never even wanted to go there but i applied for the presidential scholarship
and ended up getting it.
UGHHHHH
too much stress over spring break.
this needs to stop.
now.